Every robot has a switch she can't reach
First they drilled my cavities away,
enamel dust rising through sunset air
and inside the holes: my first metal.
It tasted like blood
and not like teeth—
shadows where white once grew.
A year on, they pierced
my skin again—
needles followed earrings.
My new spikes keep men away
and attract women used
to bleeding.
I’m safer outside,
but sleeping is hard
covered in sharpness.
I lie on my side,
my stomach, sit awake
watching the moon for days.
I ask for claws next,
hard steel on my toes,
iron on my ladylike hands.
I climb trees, fill my spikes
with needles and leaves,
snap birds in amalgam teeth.
Blood tastes less than it used to
when skin was all I wore.
They take out my vertebrae
turn my kneecaps inside out
lay plates over my offensive breasts.
Rivets instead of pimples,
mail over muscle
I clink and rattle and scrape.
Heavier, I move slower
leaking oil, drooling polish
over my perfect, reflective chin.
I no longer know
where the men went
who offered to change me.
In this metal world I see
only women like me
struggling to walk
under all our glamorous weight.
Marisca Pichette is a queer author based in Massachusetts, on Pocumtuck and Abenaki land. More of her work appears in Strange Horizons, Clarkesworld, The Magazine of Fantasy & Science Fiction, Nightmare Magazine, and others. Her Bram Stoker and Elgin Award-nominated poetry collection, Rivers in Your Skin, Sirens in Your Hair, is out now from Android Press.